December 24, 2003 • 9:55 am 0
oy. i’m so depressed. i really am feeling down. why? because i don’t know how to express myself to JM. and because of my lack of expression, i’m making him depressed. god, this sucks. i don’t want this to happen. why? why am i like this? why should it be so hard for me? i really wish i could tell him everything.
Filed under: Life
December 10, 2003 • 5:30 am 0
yo yo yo y’all. i hate this. i’ve got two papers to write tonite and one of them has got to be at least 2 pages while the other has to be at least a thousand words long. i really hate government right now. just a had a stupid essay test on monday, paper due tomorrow, and another stupid cases test friday! when will the wrath ever end…?!
oy, it’s like i shouldn’t be overwhelmed by all this work because i get home at three thirty, but it’s all too much. i wish i had some time to myself once in a while, or at least time to sleep. i’ve been sleep deprived since thanksgiving weekend. sucks like poop.
Filed under: School
December 4, 2003 • 7:17 am 0
hey, it’s not so cold today. it’s only like, 10 degrees!!! 10 FREAKIN DEGREES!!! i think it should snow horrendously tonite so that i won’t have to attend school tomorrow. yes, that is a brillian plan.
Filed under: Uncategorized
December 2, 2003 • 6:38 am 0
goddammit i’m so freakin’ cold!
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• 6:31 am 0
Great Day Today!!! JM gave me the most perfect birthday present!!! He made it himself and it’s absolutely beautiful. I love it. I just hope he knows I love it. :o)
well, my mom’s a bitch. really. i think she’s going thru menopause or something, because lately, she’s been having these weirdo mood swings and it’s SCARING THE HELL OUTTA ME. i never know what she’s going to do. she’s so unpredictable. it’s really scary; one minute she’ll be super duper nice, and the next minute…. she’ll be the THE DEVIL LADY FROM HELL! I just wish nature would work out that mothers don’t have menopause until after their kids (all of them) have been thru their teenage years, because it’s really hard for both parties to function right when both are likely to have unpredictalbe mood swings and crazy wants and needs. that’s what i think, but nature’s too retarded to know anything i do.
everything is happy again with JM. although when he fingered me today, it kinda hurt; maybe i should tell him that he should go a bit softer. i’ve heard of people having orgasms when guys are going down on them… i’d like to experience that sometime… i should tell him. that’d be nice. because i know he’s climaxed when i’ve given him head… so it’s my turn. :o)
my knee itches like fire ants in a sheep.
