pandemic leodensian with an australopithecus

oh, random shit that hides in my head.

new fav band different from the usual nando mix: El Pus

Ah, summer is getting sooooo close. I can feel it. Minimal clothing, here I come.

Weeee! I’m going to Chicago for a week in 10 days! And guess who I’m proly going to see LIVE? Coheed & Cambria! (And Avenged Sevenfold, with opening act: Eighteen Visions, but *bah* them.) Je suis tres stoked.

So about this El Pus, I like. Very much. Somewhat because it’s good and somewhat because it’s different from what I usually listen to. And different is good. I like different.
Oh, El Pus is so rad. Check ‘em out. You can find them on myspace.com too.

[el pus]

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lasting.

Yesterday was the first time I realized that life isn’t supposed to be this difficult.
Or at least I don’t think it’s supposed to be this difficult.
Or maybe I’m just being a wimp.

[catch-22]

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studying and food.

I think it’s the times when I have important tests is when I slack off the most. It’s absolutely terrible. Just like right now, I don’t feel like studying for my chem lab final (tomorrow) out of sheer laziness. But instead, I’m being unproductive while tutoring. Yay for that.

Oh! Free food tonight!

I need a motivation booster. And a tad of:

[idiot pilot]

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The smell of rain…

… and sunshine is beautiful.

[.moneen.]

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I have this huge gut feeling that yesterday was Na…

I have this huge gut feeling that yesterday was Nancy Being Annoying Day. I keep dwelling on these little things that may been annoying to other people when I executed them, but at that time, I just felt goofy and fun. Maybe that’s the problem with me… I don’t know when to stop. Or start. Or to shut up. Sometimes. The more I think about it though, I’m more annoyed with my behavior than anything, and annoyed that I let it happen. It feels like a big *bang* of consciousness that’s been bugging me. Man, I’ve got to work on my people skills.

On another dreary note:
I’m still looking for a job. I’m feeling unemployed, and I don’t like the feeling of being unproductive. Ok, so I’m technically not “unemployed”, but tutoring is not a gig that produces a steady paycheck, which is a big factor in letting me feel unproductive. I need a job for the summer, something that will give me a steady paycheck; that’d be nice. So the new MB owner turned me down because she says they’re “full”, and that was my best bet for $9.00/hr with morning hours (which works great with my school schedule). Bah, now I just feel lame. So today will be job-hunting day… and here are the prospects:
- Barnes & Noble
- Great Harvest Bread Co.
- Title Wave
- Kaladi Bros. (which would have morning hours)
- the Bicycle Shop (where I have a connection)
- Mammoth Music
- Best Buy?
- Zumiez, Inc. (again?)
- and whatever else I happen to walk/drive by.

At this point, I can’t be too picky (beggars can’t be choosers), but I really don’t feel like working for a big company… something small/local would be nice. I really have no idea; I just really really really need a job right now. I need one before my unproductivity meter explodes.

[rilo kiley]

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she was there, but it wasn’t so bad.

Today was the very much unanticipated day of chem lab with the Nazi. The Nazi being the butch-lesbian-angry-woman I had last semester for lab. I had been dreading this day for the past two weeks; I even seriously considered rounding up some people who would be willing to skip class with me. Nonetheless, knowing I would be cursed with guilt (and a gaping “zero” in my grade), I went to class.

And it turned out to be fun. It was the weirdest thing. She was actually nice, helpful, and had a sense of humor! It blew my mind how incredibly awesome she was today! I think today was proly one of the better labs I’ve ever had (including the past 8 ones I’ve had with Barker)… and it did help that it was a short lab and our last one. But still, I’m quite astonished with how easy it was today to get along with her. We joked with her. We laughed with her. We got along with her. I FELT NO STRESS BEING IN LAB WITH HER.

It was so weird.

But I think having lab later in the day (our lab today was at 5:30pm) contributed to this change, because when I had her, it was at 8:30am. Which, I can guess, was no fun for her either. So maybe this is why she was less scary today.

I am still aghast with amazement.

[islands]

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