I hate school.

…Not because of the whole “learning” thing, because really (and everyone knows this), I love taking classes. I’m loathing the UC system and lack of more classes. I’m waitlisted for everything! Grrr. I really want to punch someone right now.

[angels & airwaves]

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Dis-entegration

I’ve felt this before, but not as much as I did last night. It seems like I work well only in one-to-one situations; somehow I lack a shine in groups. Or group.

I knew it would happen sometime in the future, but I never figured it would happen so soon. What is worse is that I’ve yet to find additional ones elsewhere, whereas many of them already have. It’s strange how I see it now: the drifting, but it’s only me. I’ve only sustained a few connections, while I’ve let others disentigrate to almost nothing… to the point of where I feel guilty because I hadn’t the time.

This is something that I’ve fully realized only recently, but I know that I’ve known it in the back of my mind for a long time. I just didn’t want to acknowledge the lacking.

I’ve also realized that I’m terrible at keeping relationships unless it’s convinient for me. That needs to change before this spreads any further.

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Yes. Yes, yes, yes.

The new season of Grey’s Anatomy premieres on Thursday, September 21 @ 9/8c.

I’m so friggin’ excited!
*sigh*

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nice trees.

so i’m back from davis and OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH davis is awesome. most of you know, this biking thing has been a recent passion of mine and davis is THE PLACE to bike EVERYWHERE! bike paths on the side of the road (right next to the cars, and i’m not talking about sidewalks here!) and the whole “city” is flat so it makes biking easy. i say “city” because really, it feels more like a town to me. davis’ downtown is so cute! there are no tall buildings, just little cute shops everywhere. and downtown is next to campus. god, it was so hot on wednesday and thursday, but this morning (fri morning, i guess) it cooled down a bit and was in the low 90s, which i like. oh, and i found a place to live! yay! it’s in a 4-bed townhouse that’s two stories. the two gals living there so far aren’t bad… one just graduated and is a workaholic (for now) and the other is stephanie, whose parents own the house, and she’s a second year too, history major. it’s 550 a month plus utilities which is about average for a room of your own. aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh, i’m so excited about living by myself and making new friends. i really hope i have friends visit becuause it’s such a nice town.

[gatsby's, gym class heroes, vaux, showbread]

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just like Finn

I have plans. Plans that most likely won’t happen or will eventually fade away, but I have plans.

Ever have one of those days where all your thoughts seem very happy-like and perfect and you just wish tomorrow would be the same? Oh, I know it won’t be the same tomorrow so don’t tell me so. But today’s thoughts I cannot complain about. Even though they’re false plans they still made me happy.

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working +

Means actually “working” and reading Playboy.

[raconteurs]

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