March 28, 2007 • 12:33 am
“Why?”
That is what I seem to be asking myself a lot of the time lately. I’m thinking. Thoughts. Ideas. I’m nervous. I’m anticipating. I’m trying to tell the future but it’s foggier than I once thought it was. OK, I lied. It never was foggy until I let it be so. It’s not fun, unfortunately, to trapped in this haze; it’s almost overwhelming how much I keep getting wrapped back into the clouds. Much of it I blame myself for; the estrogen, the testosterone, the progesterone. I would very much like to lack a hypothalamus at this moment in time and just ebb along with my other instincts, but that’s not how it works. Hopes and dreams, dashed away like I can afford more salt and pepper. It’s not cheap, what I have, and I wish I had less. Less would feel so much better; I’d have more freedom to express myself. Alas, no. A heartless romantic I am but then I would soon regret my decision of being so because the G-force of the roller coaster of emotions is fun… only when you want it to be. I wish to step back and watch life go by until standing in line doesn’t take as long. I feel like I’m falling.
Sometimes what we need is a new plan.
[plain white t's - hey there delilah]
Filed under: Life
March 21, 2007 • 11:04 pm
Yes! I am done for the quarter! Although it doesn’t feel like the end of the quarter, perhaps because classes start up again next Wednesday. Boo that.
So yesterday wasn’t too bad of a day. I had my hum sex final at 1:30pm and finished 40 mins in. Then I went to the bookstore to look at some SkullCandy earphones (didn’t get them, though) and ended up buying two books: 1) a book on death, dying, and decay; 2) a book about sex. I’m also pretty sure that the cashier boy thought I was flirting with him while he was ringing these up for me. I SWEAR I WASN’T but I HAD to comment on his scrap-paper-made name tag that was stuck on his jacket with scotch tape. It’s totally something I had to do. So yeah, whatever… he thought I was flirting with him; maybe I made his day more interesting.
I get home and I don’t know what to do with myself. I read a few pages of the sex book with my roommate and then put my new blinds up. I also had a Super Burrito from Guad’s (oh yum) and only ate half (I saved the other half for lunch today) and fell asleep on the couch.
Basically, yesterday was a very relaxing day after my last final. I went to bed all funky-feeling though; wasn’t good. Hm. Read the rest of this entry »
Filed under: Life, School, Work
March 19, 2007 • 11:21 pm
- Males tend to experience orgasm more in the overall body muscles than females. These feelings are more intense when the muscles are in good tone.
- 100 calories – average amount burned during sexual intercourse.
- Sperm lasts 48-72 hours on average (Super sperm can last up to 5 days)
- Average ejaculate contains 200-500 million sperm
- 400 live to reach fallopian tubes
- fewer than 50 reach the egg
Conditions for good sex
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Filed under: School
I bought a new iPod yesterday (because my previous one got stolen…fpeople) and I’m getting all paranoid about the battery not lasting as long as it should because I didn’t charge it for at least 4 hours before its first use. Dammit.
FiPod.
Filed under: Technology and/or Electronics
March 14, 2007 • 11:16 pm
