Filed under: Random Fun Stuff
December 30, 2007 • 11:43 pm 0
the way I understand it
You don’t learn much when you’re still living with your parents. It wasn’t until I finally was able to move out and be on my own did I realize how much I was missing and how much I would miss. I feel like I’ve learned a lot on my own in the past 15 months, and as much as I love my family, I don’t intend to EVER move back with any of them. I’m too independent of a person to want the burden and exhaustion of family slow me down; my lifestyle at this phase of my life is radically different from what they want it to be. Now, don’t get me wrong, I love my family to pieces, but I can only take them in doses. After a week of being home I needed a break, especially from my parents. My brother I could see hanging around longer with, that is, if he doesn’t get all angsty and teenage-boy on me… ah, but that is inevitable. Read the rest of this entry »
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Filed under: Rant
December 21, 2007 • 10:18 pm 0
a vicious cycle
Every time I get excited. Then a week passes and I’m hurt somehow and wish for my other home. Yes, I acknowledge as my other home now because I no longer feel I am fully welcome where I came from. It has only been 5 days and already I want to leave… some things.
I’ve been conditioned to have a mental seizure when I hear angry yelling. I’ve learned that I fucking hate depressing, whiny, angry people. I’m not in high school anymore. I’m not dating that manic-depressive Kiwi anymore, but yet… I thought my days of dealing with this were over, but apparently not.
If only they knew how much I love being home, and how much they kill the joy when I am, then maybe… maybe they’d be more considerate. I don’t know, perhaps it’s not their place to be considerate, I mean, we ARE family. But think about this: I have 16 days left, that is all. Then I won’t be back until mid-September, and that is if I can afford it then. Read the rest of this entry »
December 19, 2007 • 9:33 pm 0
3.30!!!
I was pretty sure I failed my physics final. I was half-asleep for the first half an hour, and clueless the last 1.5 hrs. I came out of the test feeling like the best grade I was going to get for the class was a D+. Seriously. I felt like I was going to vomit and cry myself to sleep that night, but I couldn’t let that horrid final stop me from having fun Friday night.
What did I get in physics? A ‘B’. I’m extremely happy. GPA for this quarter: 3.20, which brings my overall GPA to a 3.30. That makes me happy too. Now I’m less likely to not get into Med School. Yay.
Also: I got an ‘A’ in writing class. Very cool.
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