March 28, 2008 • 12:16 am
I don’t feel so well. This time it’s different, different from the last time I felt this way (which was only last week). I feel like nothing is the way it should be (I’m not asking for much) and nothing is the way it seems. Decisions are seemingly more difficult as time passes, and I don’t know if I should just ignore them or try harder to listen. Maybe that’s my problem, I don’t listen as much any more; perhaps that is why my relationships have been strained. A few have been resolved but the others… I’m afraid of what lies ahead… I want to just quit now, take the easy way out (I’m not talking about death here, if that’s what you’re thinking). I’ve lost self-confidence and where did that cool and calm go? Out the window probably, with the rest of my normal and formal emotions and thoughts. What remains of me I don’t recognize and I don’t like the way it tastes. Hello you, its been awhile but I never like it when you visit. Read the rest of this entry »
Filed under: Rant
It’s the Thursday before Finals Week. Oh boy, oh boy.
I’ve been up since 6am because I had to do some last minute studying for my Immunology class; we had our third midterm today (instead of a final for next week) that, thank God, wasn’t cumulative. I did pretty well considering I was caring less and less as today approached.
Grades:
Midterm 1 – 89% (40% of grade)
Midterm 2 – 72% (40% of grade)
Midterm 3 – 86% (20% of grade)
This means I have at least a ‘B-’, but I’m really hoping for a ‘B’ since I improved. I’m really hating myself now for slacking off for the second midterm because I know I could have done well if I had tried… then maybe I would have a ‘B+’ or something. Now I’m just happy I don’t have another ‘C’ in a class I could have done well in and that I have one class down and two more to go! Read the rest of this entry »
Filed under: Life, School, Science, Work
Arrrgh I’m going to kill these stupid speakers on my dumb laptop. No wait, THEY’RE ALREADY DEAD. I dunno what’s happened to them; yesterday they were perfectly fine but now I want to hear a little tune… and no sound is emitted from my compooper. Gah. My laptop is slowly dying… I want a MacBook. Pooface.
This weekend, on the other hand, was/is (it’s still going on) just as fun and productive—on the social level—as I had hoped. Means: YAY. Friday I had a frisbee potluck, bought presents for friend’s birthday, then went out… had good times. Was booked all day Saturday: lunch with a friend, surprise birthday party, dinner with roommates, Hellacappella, dance party at Sudwerk’s, then dance party back at our place… I didn’t actually sleep until 4 this morning. Now the plan is to study, and I have allllll day. I’m pretty excited I’m going to be acadmically productive today.
NERD.
I’m still angry at my laptop/speakers.
Filed under: Uncategorized
Mac is amazing. Why? Because of Boot Camp. Meaning? If I get a Mac, I can still use Ruckus.com for my music. OMG YESSS.
Filed under: Music, Technology and/or Electronics
