June 29, 2009 • 6:36 pm 0
I’m just wondering…
when is the next time I’ll be lucky again?
The last few months have given me realizations and these are ones I do not like. Now I’m asking for more, expecting too much, but I know it is best when unexpected. Initially unseen, it would bloom nicely.
Maybe moving to the city is the very bestest idea, especially for this type of work.
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June 27, 2009 • 2:05 am 0
Sometimes I wish I could go back to a certain span of time, maybe a night, a day, a few weeks and relive the same moments. I want to compare how I felt towards something then to how I feel now. I think that would be really interesting to experience, how we change over time. Or maybe we change because of what we know over the time period. Right now, to me, it seems like a person (when you first meet them) is very different from the same exact person they are now. You’ve been talking to them in between then and now, but looking back at it, they seem like a whole ‘nother person. Strange.
This is one of the few times I wish I could go back in time. Not to change anything, but to compare emotions… then to now.
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June 24, 2009 • 7:13 pm 0
I have suicidal thoughts every time I talk to my mother.
She’s well versed at killing egos, especially mine, which I’ve worked hard over the years to build up since I’ve been away. But one phone call can chip away a good hunk, leaving me feeling desolate and defeated.
I’d say before 2 weeks ago, I had a healthy ego. A little quirky in places, but otherwise decent for something still in the works. Then Hurricane Mother hit and I’ve been left with debris. It was chaos. And now I feel like I have nothing.
Rebuilding from the remains will commence tonight.
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June 14, 2009 • 6:16 pm 0
I was officially done on Friday, June 12th, 2009. Commencement was at 10am.
It surprisingly didn’t take too long for 950+ people walking…maybe 2 hours?
It hasn’t quite hit me yet. It will soon, when I’m bored for a few days on end. Haha.
I got a BS in BS. And a minor in BS too.
Bachelor of Science in Biological Sciences. Minor in Philosophy.
I am rocking awesome.
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June 10, 2009 • 6:08 pm 0
Sweet! Got a ‘B’ on my second philosophy [of mind] paper. Not bad for a last minute deal; I was actually kind of worried.
I just gotta get through these stupid readings (I REALLY shouldn’t have left them to today…) and answer these multiple-choice questions (NOT as easy as it sounds), memorize them, and circle the right answers tomorrow afternoon (shouldn’t take more than 30 mins).
…then I be DONE!
Also got paid for an hour of work today. SWEET.
I’m high rollin’ in just under 10 bucks.
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• 1:11 pm 0
I like you. And I have no problem with that.
Unexpectedly exceeded “good enough.” Ha.
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